Wednesday, March 30, 2005

Smile

no song ever has this effect on me. it hurts everytime i hear this... kinda weird. i can see myself saying these exact lines. the question is... to whom and when?
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Sometimes I sit at home and wonder how it’d be if he had loved me, truly loved me
I learned awhile ago the kind of thing that never happens for me
and so I go around and just pretend
love is not for me
I play the circus clown around my friends
make 'em laugh and they won’t see
that you never let them see a sweat
don’t want them to think the pain runs deep
Lord knows its killing me..

So I put on my make up
Put a smile on my face
and if anyone asks me, everything is okay
I’m laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz I’m dying inside with my pride
and the smile on face, on my face singing lalala

sometimes I sit at home by the phone hoping he might call me but he don’t call me
but then I realized dreams come true aren’t for girls like me...not like me
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It’s not an easy (thing to do)
sometimes it’s hard to (face the truth)
it’s not the life that I would choose
but what else can I do if he dont love me, no
if he dont want me...

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blue pats herself on the back... everything is ok...

3 comments:

blue_palito said...

hahaha narinig mo na ba yan sis? ingat lang baka madepress ka rin hehe

Anonymous said...

hehehe... chuy, nakanta ko na yang smile.. as in... ilang buwan din na national anthem ko yan.. dumarating yung time na sya na yung pampatulog ko sa gabi... =)) pero ngayon, di ko na sya makakanta kasi we finally have each other na din.. ;-)

blue_palito said...

oo nga.. hehe.. congrats ulit chuy. ah eh pano na si crushie mo? :D