Ramen Goes On

 

Sa Iyong Paghinto

Kunwari-kunwariang ngiti

Kahit parang ang sakit

Ang sakit-sakit na,

Paulit ulit hinahanap

Ang pagmamahal mong

Di sapat upang sambitin

At mas lalong di sumapat

Upang ika'y manatili.

Bakit parang ang sakit

Ang sakit-sakit na,

Kahit sinabi naman nating

Dun lang tayo kung saan tama.

Teka, parang ang sakit

Ang sakit-sakit na

Ako lang yung nahihirapan

Di ba pwedeng pantay lang? 

Blanko

Paulit-ulit kong tinatanong

Ang basag na puso ko

Kung babalik ba kami

Sa relasyong "Hindi-tayo

Pero-pansamantala

Pwede-na-din-siguro."

Hahabulin ko ba yung 

Pagtrato mong sapat lang,

Meron man o wala

Sabi mo ayos lang.

Di pa din naman magbabago

Ang pag-ikot ng mundo

Kahit ikaw yung mundo ko,

At ako sayo ay "sapat lang".

Kaya siguro hindi na,

Hahayaan na lang kita

Kung maramdaman mo mang

Isa akong kawalan

Tsaka na, tsaka na lang.

Hindi muna, paalam.

8/12 0928hrs

Di Pa Ba

Araw-araw kitang liligawan,

Susuyuin at pakikiusapan

Na magtiwalang hindi kita

Sasaktan ng sadyaan.

Hindi bubulagain ng mga

Salitang walang laman

O paasahin sa kunwa-kunwariang

Pagmamahal na di naman.

Pangako, sasabihin ko palagi

Kung di ako maayos kausap

At may toyo ngayong araw,

Kung palagi mang parang

Naghahamon ng away

Manipestasyon lang ito

Ng matinding pagtangi

Na nang lumabas sa bibig ay

Nakamaskara na't 

Aakalain mong pagtanggi.

Samahan mo ako, dumito ka muna

Palipasin ang mga araw

Na pare-pareho  lang naman

Pero 'pag kasama kita

Nakakatuwang na-iiba.

Akin ka na lang, pwede ba?

Pati pagmamahal mo, arbor na

Ako na lang, ako naman.

Tayo na lang, tayo na naman.

76

Almost sad for the heartbreak coming

One of us is leaving

And we promised to abide by it

It's as certain as death

So we remain calm and smiling

Acting prepared,

Nonchalant.

But it's sad

That my broken heart

Keeps bleeding

And breaking and there are

No band aids 

No stitches

We just keep moving

Forward

Till one of us is saying

Goodbye

Thank you

How then do I

learn to unlove?

Overdose

I realized late

That I had no chance

Over your past

Over your present

Not on your future either

So I admit defeat

Over the plans

Over the would-bes

What I keep, I will forget

Not your hand, not your name.

Net

Di muna 'ko lilingon

Kapag tinatawag mo

Dahil di ko din naman

Masalo

Ang puso kong

Patuloy sa paghulog

At pag-asam sayo.

Alam Ko Na

 7/15 0106 hrs

Pampalipas-oras lang ako

Habang ako, siguradong-sigurado

Sayo umiikot ang mundo.

Wag mo naman sabihing

Matigas ang puso ko

Kung ayaw kitang makita

At bigyan pa ng panahong

Baguhin ang pasya ko't

Papaniwalain

Na nasa isip ko lang ito

(Kasi alam natin ang totoo)

Mahal mo nga ako

Pero di sapat para makalimot

Sa sugat na iniwan sayo

Na pilit mong tinatago

At pilit kong kinakahon

Pero nagsusumigaw naman

Twing hinahanap ko sa'yo

Ang sagot pag sinasabi kong

Mahal na mahal kita,

Ako ba minahal mo?

(At 'di ba wala ka ngang maidugtong?)

Sana Na Lang

Sabi mo 
Sanayan lang
Umoo na lang ako
Kasi sabi-sabi nga
Masasanay din ako
Na mapag-aaralan
Makagisnang
Di naghahanap
Saan merong kulang
Basta meron
Hangga't tayo
Di ba nga mas ok
Kesa noong wala pa tayo?

Maghahanap ba ng iba

Kung wala namang

Nawala

O naiwan

Galing sa simula

Na pinilit lang ipaglaban

Ng kusa

Ng puso

Na hindi ko alam

Ba't nahulog 

Ba't patuloy at di-sadya

Nalulubog, nahuhulog.

Sanayan lang

Hanggang mawala

Kung pwede sana

Ngayon na

Dahil ano bang silbi

Na mag-intay 

Sa wala

Walang-wala

Simula't simula

Di mo nakuha

Ako lang, ako talaga

Nandito ako pero mag-isa.

Kaya ako na naman

Ako lang na naman

Ako ang nakaramdam

Ako na mag-abang

Walang kasawaan

Mag-alala't

Ikaw nga ang inaasam

Sana balang-araw

Ako naman

Ako na lang

Sanayin mo naman

Maghanap

Magmahal

Kelan mo ba ko makakasanayan

Baka hindi na 

Mukhang hindi na

Sabi mo, malay natin

Wala namang totoo dito sa'tin.

7/12/2023 2123hrs

LG C375

My requirements for a new phone is plain and simple:

1. Dual Sim
2. Threaded sms
3. NOT a touch-screen

But it is not very common as of the moment.

I was comparing Alcatel 806, Samsung Ch@t 222, and LG C375.

Samsung is only 2,750.
LG C375 is 4,299.
Alcatel 806 is uhm... well... we cannot find an Alcatel dealer from Greenbelt to Glorietta (thus, its early boot off).

I chose LG because it has bonus features that I also liked:
1. Wi-fi
2. Push email
3. has SNS feature (Facebook, Twitter, etc)
4. Camera of 2MP.

Ok na sakin yun. I've never been this happy with a cellphone purchase. I have everything that i needed. Plus, it's so easy to manipulate. Yahoo. The search is over ;)

280

My fascination for flat casual shoes continue...
Butete na lang, me bazaar malapit sa opis namin.
280 pesos lang *evil laugh*

A Letter to my Current

Dear bayabas,

If you were my ex, and you came to me, I would've been of use to you in an instant. You wouldn't need to wait (wait, of course you would!) But i wont take much of your time. You will have my reply asap. You will have the result that you want in an instant.

But you are not my ex. You are my current. And I say that with an effort to cheer myself.

I want to take time to know you. You seem so complicated but fun. Low maintenance but high risk.

Please don't make this so hard for me. Don't send me running off. Let's make this relationship beneficial and enjoyable. Pwede naman yun di ba? We'll take care of each other. I'd give you as much, if not more, than what I've given my ex.

Just let me hold on to you. Don't let me go.

Your new caretaker,
man1

Someone To Fall Back On

If you have spare time, please play the song :)

New look

I'm changing my blog's design.
It's colorful and playful.
Just like my life nowadays.

Let me know what you think.

And I may be writing some nonsense again (kasi somebody said na i-update ko na 'to LOL).

Tignan natin.
Mahirap magsulat ng pilit. Korni lalabas.

Tsaka mahirap naman i-share ang mga bagay-bagay kung mas gusto mo naman na sarilinin na lang.

Tutal ikaw lang ang nakakaalala (parang playback ba). Gasgas na memorya. Pero masaya ka. Naks :)

Why I Stay in Philippines

250 full body massage / hour

It's been a hard day. You need this!

















24-hour fast food/delivery

Pinoys love to munch. And in some days, if you're like me, you'll have the sudden urge to drive around and have a donut or ice cream around 11pm. Or pizza at 2am.

We have slowly implemented online ordering and centralized phone ordering on most of the fast foods here. Ahh. Food to be delivered anytime, anywhere. That is some sort of heaven.















You beach!

I love beach! Who doesn't?















Seafood.

Galit-galit muna. I love halaan, baked tahong, calamares, daing na bangus, chili crab, prinitong galunggong. Bumili ka ng isang pirasong isda sa ibang bansa. Tsaka mo maa-appreciate ang palengke :)













Weather-Weather lang yan.

It's getting got in here. Pero ok na yung temperature natin na nagri-range between 16-36 degrees. I've been in a country that has below zero degrees pag taglamig and pumapalo ng 40 degrees pag tag-init. Goodluck with that extremities.You'll only appreciate what you have if you can see what your neighbors are having on the other side of the fence.















Bazaar. Sale. Expo.

Wala akong paki kahit di signatured yung gamit ko.Basta kumportable.
250 for a pair of shoes. 50 pesos for a pair of shorts. 50 pesos na payong. 10 pesos na wallet. Halukay-ube na.

Teka, uwian na pala. Bukas ko na lang dudugtungan ito :)

Give yourself a gift

Di ba sabi nila, give yourself a little gift every payday?
I've been doing that for as long as I can remember.
Pampalubag loob.
For this month, eto nga pala napamili ko:

white blouse - 100
white eyelet shorts - 50

2 pairs of flats - 250 each

Baby Proof - 239
Diary of Wimpy Kid (book 1-4) - 239 each
(courtesy of National Bookstore's Book Sale up to 70% off... pahamaaaak!)

total of 1,606 pesos.
Kinoconvince ko sarili ko na NOT BAD.
9 items in less than 2k.
Har har.
(Sana ganito ulit next month)

Ikaw, ano binili mo sa sarili mo last payday??

Andami nagrereklamo sa election result

Unang tanong, bumoto ba kayo?

Kasi kung hindi, wag na magreklamo sa result. Hindi naman kayo yung pumila at halos mahimatay sa putok ng katabi nyo.

You may be out, too busy, too lazy, too smart to go out and vote last May 10. That is your fault. Let's hear all your lame excuses.

Only us who were "tatanga-tanga" or "worthless" or "binayaran" were too eager to line up and hope to have our votes counted. You say we're hopeless... eh asan kayo? You have the best candidate in your mind? Then why the fuck did you not vote?

You passed up on the opportunity to be counted, you lose your right to be heard.

ps: talo din manok ko, kaya naisip ko sana bumoto kayo para yung gusto natin ang nanalo.

Usapang Chelsea

Kahapon, naaatat ako bumili ng sapatos. Treat ko sa sarili ko dahil

a. dumating na yung retro ng sweldo namin
b. inggit ako kina En at Jana dahil me Crocs sila ako wala (di ko kasi alam size ko sa Crocs)
c. tagal ko na hindi bumibili ng sapatos
d. last kong sapatos nag-kakahalaga ng 250php lang hehe

Kaya naman busy ako kahapon kaka-check ng pwedeng maorder sa

a. VNC - http://vncphil.multiply.com
b. Schu - http://schushop.multiply.com
c. Charles & Keith - www.charleskeith.com

Dahil 20 hrs or more bago ko mapagdesisyunan bilhin ang mga napili ko, i found myself sa SM Makati.

Wooooow. Andaming choices hahaha.

Ayos naman nabili ko di ba? 399php lang yan ;)

Nakalimutan ko na maraming magaganda at murang sapatos ang gawa sa Pinas. Kung di lang ako mag-iinarte at magsusumiksik sa mga branded at imported na tatak.

ps: balik kaya ako sa SM mamaya... andami ko pa nalaktawan don eh. Help me magpigil...

Trip to old Uniwide Warehouse Club

Out of desperation for cheap Roman Blinds, I had a date with my mom who's been a fan of Uniwide Warehouse Club(Or Uniwide Sales, now known as Super 8) for as long as I can remember. So eto na... Roman blinds that costs 200++php used in the Orange room (master's bedroom).

Pwede na di ba? Mahangin at... di na kami nasisilip ng kabilang bahay bwehehe.







Also used in our kitchen... harhar. Anlaking tipid. Nagtanong ako nito sa OurHome, nasa 2500 each. Sa SM naman, nasa 1400. utang na loob!


Toothpaste holder for 12php. I was so glad because this one has a hole in the bottom. Para di maipon yung tubig. Just what I was looking for :)



Food tray for 69php. I dont know why i bought this, i just love its color and playfulness. I'll probably put my abubots here (ring, watch, etc) then put it in the drawer for easy access pero at least seggregated sa iba pang kalat.

12php for the red tray and 40++php for each balls. So this kaartehan is just 99php. Nagkukunyari lang ako na me alam sa art-art.




Woven placemat that costs 250++ sa Landmark at SM? I bought it at 45php each :P

Oh, the kid... she's misplaced during the picture-taking... definitely not for sale =D

Weird Ba?

Ayoko ng sebuyas.

Tinatanggal ko yan pag kumakain ako ng cheeseburger ng Mcdo. Tinatanggal ko rin yan pag bistek ang ulam.

Ayoko sa kanya kasi matunog pag nginunguya. Parang kropek (pero mas mahina.) Tapos, di ba mabaho din daw sa hininga?

Ilayo nyo ako sa sebuyas!

Pero oo, mahilig ako sa onion rings.

Weird ba?